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its been 7 months!

its been 7 months!

first off, let me say that i love the fact that there is a site to come to where you can feel free to say, look, and post things of an adult nature. i'm extremely grateful because i have been inactive, (by choice) , i just refuse to cont. to have sex with guy after guy. meaning that casual sex is cool, if you're being safe and everything,(i know blah, blah, blah, but its important). so, like i was saying, its been 7 months since i've had sex, intercourse, call it what you want, i haven't had it! lol! this site is ...

Sunday night

Sunday night

another Sunday night....dreading the week ahead. all the kids MIA....and a big empty bed just waiting for someone to fuck away on it.......

"Painfull Truth"

take me as i am, no more changes, no longer can. hide my existance, from within my mind, as if i could wake up from this nightmare, that you call life. and prove that you do care, and turn out the light, so i can get some sleep, one full night, no more tears, no more fears, because of, built up depression, from 17 years....

Eternally lost

Eternally lost

untied shoes broken windows. incomplete inuendos final thoughts of the used and hopeless. trapped within, hard to focus. lost with map in hand, never found never wanted never whole. always hidden....

"just before my whatever"

"this is a song about my first girlfriend and how she messed up my life." suspended thoughts of yesterday, knowing things will never go my way, yet if anyone kills my dream, i'll just wake up, and i'll SCREAM, the mug shot that we bought, the one spot where we fought, just before my heart walked away. hey HEY no i don't feel like, coming outside today, and i don't want, to continue life this way, and i can't want, what i need, i'd fall but, i might bleed the single thing that made everything allright, the only thing that kept me alive. in my thoughts, in my dreams, you were in my everything, but you're not here. the blood that flows, the air ...